Your Autistic Life: The Ruminations of an Autistic Enby
This is my blog. I masked my autism for the first 50 years of my life. I discovered in March 2023 that I am, in fact, autistic. Prior to this time, my life was mostly okay, but did not make much sense overall. Since my self-diagnosis, my life makes much more sense.
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UnitedHealth’s Stupidity Is Suffocating What kind of idiots run this company?????????? UnitedHealth was hit in a data breach. They did exactly what you should not do. For fuck’s sake! You do not need to be a genius to fucking know what I’m going to fucking tell you here. If you guessed that I am mad, well, bingo! You win… 
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The Examined Life The discovery of my neurodivergence has been a blessing in disguise, for, together with other crises, it forced me to examine my life. I know for a fact that some people won’t accept that neurodivergence is a blessing at all. These folks sometimes wish that they would be able to do away with their own… 
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The Parabola Of The Mustard SeedFinn wants to tell a parabola to Alice. https://youtube.com/shorts/2zZhS1CLQAE?feature=share 
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The Dawn Of UnderstandingI’m just beginning to understand that the masters said. Good news! You’re already enlightened. Bad news. You still need to practice, for a long time, and most likely until you die. Ain’t this fun? Oftentimes, Zen practice beings with a desire for enlightenment. I’ll get enlightened. Then I’ll show them! Not a very wholesome thought,… 
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Fairy FuckmotherCONTAINS CRUDE LANGUAGE! A child got a Fairy Fuckmother! https://spectra.video/w/gp4XzHdMRBLzo6pYurR43Y 
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The ProphecyFinn is showing an old book to Alice. It contains a prophecy. https://youtu.be/if4022JgmiE 
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Interesting SecretionsThis is what happens when you stand too close to someone… like, right under their nose. https://youtu.be/WmDAf_E1smo 
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Hand Dancing: Cutting The CarrotI stim to music by hand dancing. This is another form of hand dancing. I call this one cutting the carrot. https://youtu.be/Pe0NE-aEIJY 
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Stimming Is Life 009More music to stim to. The music video for I Appear Missing is a big gory. Also, I picked the audio of Miracle for the YouTube playlist. There is an official music video, but it is not safe for work. If you want to see it, you’ll have to work for it. 
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Stimming Is Life 008More music to stim to. Lest you think that I’m making these playlists just for you. No, I’m making them for myself. I’ve been stimming to the following playlist for a few weeks now on my daily walks, and on the subway. Oh, Tranz by Gorillaz is a bit fast, but it is sooo gooooood!… 
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Stimming Is Life 007A playlist of music I stim to. The playlist on YouTube: The playlist on Spotify: Get your very own Stimming is Life sweatshirt in my Bonfire store: 
